163!

that's how many blog entries i have so far! and also how much calories i burned at the gym today! :D

updates of some of the people around me -

yaya : been emo lately, nobody knows why
nana : left for bega, toured around canberra and have to pay for internet, she brought my bible :)
concon: happily enjoying herself at melbourne, i'm guessing
shushu: we had a good talk and went to gym together today
hinghing: made salted eggs from duck's eggs today

now, about me... (WARNING: emotional download ahead!)

somehow, whenever i see someone driving, i think of you..
the flowers remind me of you, the walnuts remind me of you, the brick wall you built remind me of you, muffins remind me of you, problems remind me of you...
i remember how you tell me about self-discipline, about building your own house..
and i still think about what i told you, about chickens and kids, about swimming...
the berry-stained hands, the embarrassing moments, the giggles, the apples, and how you gently brush away the clutter before my eyes...
i wonder why i think negatively when it's possible, and positively when it's impossible... and i really don't understand why i am even thinking what i am thinking.
maybe it's not you, maybe it's the person i imagine you to be...
and maybe, maybe i should just let my dreams run free!

i really should start writing up my thesis now, not more blog entries! :D

pray with me would you, as i pray for those around me..

have a good week ahead, everyone! ♥