i am forgiven

YESTERDAY

I was listening to this song Forgiven by Bethel and i sang loudly in the car, I AM FORGIVEN! And when i said that suddenly it dawned on me that Yes, I do need forgiveness. I do. Although i may not have felt like i did anyone wrong, i may feel like i have been trying my best to do things right, yet i do need forgiveness. Every second i fall short of God's glory. I do need forgiveness. And by saying it loudly, i felt liberated. I felt free. I felt forgiven. I am convinced now that I am not being judged by what i do, what i think or even what i did not do. I am forgiven!

TODAY

I read a devotion on Ps Phil Pringle's blog. It was about beautiful attitudes. And he said to forgive those who have done us wrong. Yes, i have forgiven all of them (some need more forgiving then others, :p). I will forgive but i will not forget. I will not let them harm me again. I will not ask anything back from them, i am not after revenge but i will not forget. Yup, I have forgiven them.

The next line said. Bless them. then Pray for them.

What? like What? No way, Jose. No way. Bless them. like how? Pray that they get good things after all that they have done? Go away.

Vengeance is mine, God said, i know but i'm not wanting vengeance. Just no blessing for them. Fair enough right?

No. Forgive them. Bless them. Pray for them. Want them to do well. How can i make this go from my head to my heart?

Lord, help me. I am only human. I need your help. I know you will help me. For i too, need forgiveness.

All glory be Yours forever.


Hope this song blesses you as much as it has blessed me !

Kari Jobe - Forever (there's this guy who proclaims some very powerful words at the end! Love it)

What If

you were going to be the answer to someone's prayer today..

but you ignored the tug in your heart

you brushed aside that nudge that you feel

to offer that helping hand

to go that extra mile for someone

to say that nice word


just maybe...

you could be that God-sent angel

for such a time as this

Ahoy!

Wow, almost forgot that I used to keep a blog.

And am i grateful the ever faithful yaya helped me find it back. So many memories. So many drops of gold.

Should i get back to blogging? If i do, i might change the link to something less 老土.

And i have been to thailand, taiwan, hk (again), penang and korea since the last blog entry.

And all (except one) members of wonder 5 are now married. And that one would be, yours truly.

And kung kung has gone to be with the Lord May this year.

And i am now living in Melbourne.

And i am still grateful, if not more, for everything i have and am.

And i am recovering from a bad bout of food poisoning. So i should probably be resting.

Til next time, Adios!