It is a little confusing but i know once this pondering phase is over, as always, everything will be clearer, i'll be stronger, i will know better what to do and where to go..
Here's a verse to cheer you and me on our journeys..
"Give us help for the hard task,
human help is worthless,
In God we'll do our very best,
He'll flatten the opposition for good."
Psalm 60:11-12 (The Message Version)
And if you're interested to know why the Citizens Commission on Human Rights of America call Psychiatry the "Industry of Death", check this out! http://www.cchr.org/museum.html%23/museum/intro#/museum/intro
You can click the continue button at the bottom of the page to go to the next section of the virtual museum. Enjoy! :)
Cheers!